This is my resignation!
Emigee's
Rhyme and Reason for the ones with broken hearts in hip hop, theres hope!!!
Monday, July 9, 2018
I quit it....
This is my resignation!
Stay True
Humbled by the road, I'm realizing I'm very important, see life's a beautiful struggle, I record it as I live every day, it helps me manoeuvring through this life I live. That’s why I burn the midnight oil; I've been staring into the floor for over half my life, scared of looking up for I may tumble and fall. The time is now I will raise my head high, look up and keep the fire in alive.
A true competitor won't be satisfied, even when on top will look for way to stay there. So I guess that's the sacrifice so I will put it like this I will make the money, won’t let the money make me, I will change the game, and won’t let the game change me
I'll forever remain faithful and will stay true to cause.
I’m tired of running, so sick of whom I was becoming. It’s time to look at the man in the mirror until I can learn to love him. Give him that reason of he does not need to impress anyone but himself
Monday, May 2, 2016
dont hate what you dont understand
Wednesday, March 16, 2016
My sister my friend
My sister my friend.
It's been a painful experience and with no sleep and just lost in thought. Still wondering how you just left without notice. Anyway as much as its this painful I leave it to God.
In 1975 new year's eve my mum gave birth to her first born child. That was a bundle of joy not just to her and my dad but to the entire clan, she was the first of a kind and the first grand child to be born. Her name: Winnie Loice Atieno Rambo. A bundle of joy my grandma called her sweetie and that was the first time I ever heard that name called out to someone. My grandad called her baby. For a while it used to puzzle me why a grown child would be called baby. With a smile that never left her face she would share it with anyone who came her way. She was an only child for a reason ally long while and I showed up to be her brother. She taught me how to be man and defend myself. Being the two of us before the other siblings showed up was great. She would scare me to toughen me up and always told me to be brave. She thought me how to fight from the numerous fights we had. I learnt how to defend myself the hard way and I thank her for that. Mum raised us to be independent and she would cook and cook good. Getting home to eat her food was pure heavenly. I always knew she was there and will bath me and feed me. One morning in a normal routine before going to school she made the and instead of having sugar in it she added salt instead. That was one crazy experience and mum would be Waiting with her slippers to correct you.
Winnie loved her sleep and would do it without question. During the apartheid in South Africa she called herself Winnie Mandela. She did admire her persistence during the struggle. I knew nothing, I was a kid who just loved his sister and her stories which would leave you in stitches always. She introduced me to Keith sweat, heavy D, Brandy, R Kelly, Babyface, SWV and my all time crush Monica. I love my music and because of her I got to know music and in it I find peace that is unmatched. When in highschool she would close school or during visiting days of her ordeals with sister Agatha who dint like her for everything. Including being beautiful. Talking of beautiful, men would not dare look her way. You would end up being in my Dad's wrong books and I mean he is the chief Rambo and warrior at heart.
When I finished my highschool she was already doing what she loved, being an English teacher. She had an amazing love for language and just the queens language and this is the queen of England. I went to stay with her and her family and the care she gave me was out of this world. In that state I would have missed my mum and looking for her but she made me feel at home and at ease. Any food I wanted she cooked for me.
Growing up sucks cause it keeps us away and busy to hangout as we used to. I got to university and she followed me she lived just next to my school. I would go have super most of the evenings coz I misused my pocket Money on things I can't say here. She was always there. I knew I'm covered. The last time we had time to just us we had lunch in Nairobi and as usual she bought me the lunch and we spoke close to over an hour just catching up. We grew older and stayed miles apart and didn't meet as much as we used to meet. I will say this I hate growing up. On 9th Feb you just left with no notice and for real death picks the best and has no manners at all. You had to just take her this soon. I always knew there is an elder one who covers me. I'm so exposed Now without you.
It's been a hard hit and a sad week for me. You gave us joy and helped me brave up. I owe so much to you. The times you washed me after school and fed me. I pray for mum for she lost her first child and nothing hurts like loosing your child. I have lost my friend one who played her role well to be the elder one. Each day will be harder but the good Lord will comfort and give me peace. Full of love and life. You loved beautiful things just like you....may the good Lord Rest your Soul in peace.
I love girl always
Sunday, March 13, 2016
It is what it is
It feels like a dream and a life I have lived before.
I strive to stop existing and live like before.
I want to be the world and a bare a free spirit like before.
I have learnt a valuable person I refer to as Mrs. Sunshine,
To make today better and stop worrying about tomorrow.
That is some good I would love to borrow.
I just to live life and find peace anyone can borrow.
I seek for joy and my heart won't stop looking.
I have lived my life for others and for what they feel is right for me.
It's never right for me, still empty in me.
I ask the good Lord to protect and comfort me.
So watch me do me and I will do it better just watch me.
Namresh you just fresh as it gets. And it is what it is.
I will make this life better.
Wednesday, November 18, 2015
Juliani Was Right in every way
Monday, March 9, 2015
White flag
Tuesday, February 24, 2015
Pray for the bear
Thursday, January 15, 2015
Get low: Verse 1
I am a lyricist by profession/
I take over what we call pos-session/
its not an abomination /
its more like a concentration /
to bring about arbitration /
if the rap game is falling we blame on the whack mcs of the possession/
please look at my position/
am rhyme spiting with no obligation /
and the radios are playing discrimination /
man I f eel like it’s a f**king abortion/
the whack mcs cant go beat jerking and claim possession /
this is the true restoration/
if you don’t feel me I will make you feel like after an ejaculation/
wasted like working for no compensation /
g**g* ain’t fitting its like an apology from a condom production/
hip hop is here like a resurrection/
and we taking it over with no obligation/
this is a winning com-bi-nation/