I quit it....

I quit, call me a quitter, I don’t care. I can't do this anymore; I have changed and not the same person anymore. So not to be rude at all, but I quit living up to your expectations and down to them. Basically I quit being bound to them, I quit following opinions that are assumed to be right for me, I quit to be loyal to these negative thoughts, stuck in my head that I can’t move forward. I quit listen to people who feel they know how well I am to live my life. I quit holding myself back living emotionally trapped wondering when will it be me. I quit the guilt of my past that blocks the good is there in the future and being judged by my past. I quit the timetables and schedules that hinder me to explore my potential. I quit self-doubt and friends who can’t place if they are on my side or not. Wondering if they will be there to show face when I have nothing in my pocket. I quit sleep walking through life and not living my dreams, I quit the fear of failure and the unknown. I am just done!

Don’t get me wrong, I am grateful for the experience and lessons learnt but I have an amazing new life lined up, I quit!

This is my resignation!

Stay True

Now, this is my job, I will not quit it. Pulled me out the depths when I thought that I was finished, yeah I questioned if I could go the distance that’s just the work, regardless of who's watching and showing me concern. Listen, see I was meant to be a warrior, fight something amongst me, leave here victorious be it in a classroom with other kids at work with my workmates. If I'd had done for the money I'd have taken a different path maybe be a lawyer. Concrete, vagabond, van telling stories

Humbled by the road, I'm realizing I'm very important, see life's a beautiful struggle, I record it as I live every day, it helps me manoeuvring through this life I live. That’s why I burn the midnight oil; I've been staring into the floor for over half my life, scared of looking up for I may tumble and fall. The time is now I will raise my head high, look up and keep the fire in alive.

A true competitor won't be satisfied, even when on top will look for way to stay there. So I guess that's the sacrifice so I will put it like this I will make the money, won’t let the money make me, I will change the game, and won’t let the game change me
I'll forever remain faithful and will stay true to cause.

I’m tired of running, so sick of whom I was becoming. It’s time to look at the man in the mirror until I can learn to love him. Give him that reason of he does not need to impress anyone but himself