the zeal!!!

This is the zeal I had, written words to express myself.
But now I can’t write even to express myself.
I have not done any posting of late I feel I’m cheating on myself
It is the zeal that changed men and made them true to themselves
As I said before I am a candle in the storm, got to contain myself
I know the Lord is great he will see me thru the storm.
Its been a cold life but its kinda warming up and getting better
If its to write I’ll do it with no hesitation at all and get better
Maybe there are things I wrote back then which were bitter
But now I will change and write much more that is sweeter
This is me doing the best thing I know, I got the zeal for it
I get on my knees and tell God thanks for the life I have lived thru'
It may not be the best but at least I got breath in me
And that what it takes….God is good