a new begining

It is a new year for me, 

a new beginning but I kicked off this year on a wrong note. 

This has to just change. 

I have lived my life with very few things to appreciate, 

been bitten too many times and this has to just stop. 

I never go for the best I settle for what fits. 

I am so done doing this, I can be settling for what is available. 

My homeboy Jay says “don’t be good be great” 

I just don’t want to be good I want to be great. 

I am so done being second and being secondary. 

I will be great and I will be number one.

Cut the chase and own the space. 
My struggle goes to my son he is the only one I owe an explanation to.
i wont kiss ass anymore, bitches dont appreciate they drain.
nothing you do goes appreciated, just criticized.
happy new year to me, that's whats up!