I wont loose!

I have lived my whole live like a second best,
I have wished to be the first and the best,
I never came first in school- only this once
And I was acknowledged by the whole municipality,
That's how we called showed us the inequality.
At home I came second after my first born sister.
I live an average life and I yarn to be seen as the best.
I have struggled to come first but I always end up second best
I am told its by design and nature cause, to fall second best
At some point its more like a choice i have made to fall second
I wait when I'll be the best and regarded as the number one than the alternate.
This ain't pity coz for me I work to win. coz i am competitive
The days are young the battle is not at the peak,
The distance is not midway  and i know my streak is near.
My hope is by the time its midway I'll be on top.
I will have the last laugh and hold my head high.
I won't choose to be second best again,
I work for the top and there is where I'll stay.
I am just a man flesh and bone, I break when I reach limits.
its time to take number one, coz its so yesterday being pushed back in the line.
Just like the municipality acknowledged my greatness as number one,
I will get there coz I won't loose!