Tuesday, May 25, 2010

April 28th....he is born

April 27th woke up like any other day to get to work,
Not knowing I’ll be called off from work,
His mother makes this call telling its time and I need to be off work,
My heart’s beating at a fast rate – my palms are sweating,
Oh Lord I am about to have a son – yeah I am sweating.
I did 120kph to get to hospital.
After several hours in the hospital I am still sweating,
I felt like my heart beat is increasing,
My blood pressure is slowly building,
This is because this is the fear of not knowing.
The process begins the labor goes and I can see my son still kick in the womb.
I am seeing a strong boy flesh of my flesh blood of my blood,
Hours come and go we are now like a day has past come on

I see this boy becoming the greatest one in this world, growing to be strong like father like son, I will support him, guide him and protect him, I will show him the right path and be there for him

April 28th the doctor is giving us more hours,
My baby mama can’t take any more hours;
She feels she can be done by the hour.
It’s a pain I see it in her eyes as she says normal delivery has failed,
I feel like my heart is skipping a beat but cant call it failed,
I am keeping my hopes up thanking the Lord for the moment and praying for the best,
I want my son and his mum to be at the best.
The doctor says normal has failed and we got to go to the operation room,
I feel butterflies all over in my stomach,
I say my prayer to God to give my wife an easy time in that room,
I am left with my bro giving me words to keep me strong,
But in me I am falling apart for I feel I am not strong,
Him and his mum are in a room – delivery is happening,
Time is ticking and my feel are getting cold come on

I see this boy becoming the greatest one in this world, growing to be strong like father like son, I will support him, guide him and protect him, I will show him the right path and be there for him

April 28th 10:48pm the son is set free from the mum,
I still feel my feet by the second are getting numb,
11:05 I get to see my son – and my eyes a filled with tears of joy,
I get to meet him for the first time,
I speak a blessing to him,
I tell God thank you for bringing him safe to this world,
Nose like mine, looks like me, makes faces his dad,
Oh God this feels wonderful to hold this boy,
I am back waiting for his mum to be cleared off from operating room.
My heart is at peace when I see her coming off that room alive,
I speak a prayer and I thank God for my wonderful family.
I can breathe and sit and chill my homes safe and I thank God for that.
12:15am mum and our son unites and it’s all joy,
A long journey it has been, and now I have him with
Bryson is his name and he Lights my world each day and night.come on

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

its been a while!!!

It been long feels like a century,
I see Emcee still keep this like a sanctuary.
I have gone silent like the cemetery,
But can’t throw what taught me be extra ordinary
A lot has changed –kids are born some are lost
And we are still dwelling in the past ghost
The referendum is a podium to that ghost
Reminding us of the past we have lost
They can’t see this is running at high costs
It doesn’t matter if we vote yes or not
The lines a drawn and the sick political world
Have already created the some sick word
Making persons to hate each other just for words
This thing makes me damn so mad
What choice do I have I will just sit and hope for the best
I don’t want us to get for the worst
We need a revelation so that we can décor the sky with Fire works
All this we do will always come right back with works
Listen my good fellas and stop the bullshit, think right.