Monday, December 3, 2012

It's Done


The year has ended, this thing has been comprehended
I am more in a box more like apprehended
They year’s twenty twelve and never extended
This year’s been tough but thanks it’s ended
I feel like I can do my count down to a new year
I would go like five, four, three, two, one, happy New Year!
I have learnt a lot, been in places and my goal is to do better each year
As the final days countdown to end I would just say thank God it done
I can’t sit and regret how the year’s been, I am glad it’s done
Looking forward to a new beginning a new definition
Its twenty thirteen and new with new definition
I aspire to achieve more and in my life have a new definition
I want to reach heights I never reached before
Go places I have never been before, shit more things in my pool
I go on my knees and reach to the Lord
He’s my savior, the lord of my salvation he’s the Lord
I can walk blameless and say I have never caused sin
I do intend to make next year better than ever.
Work my goals and have some direction in what I do
One thing that will never change, is my writing
I will keep the writing alive and pure
Lord thanks for the year and I am glad it’s come to end!

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Radio Station




This must be, a radio station 
And who are we, we must be 
the listeners to the junk, spinning all day long 
and over again, and over again, and over again,
Sounds to me like, 
State run radio


We now interrupt this broadcast, 
to bring you a special message about the forecast, 
Wait, you got hear about the president
And every place he is be presented
He was in church then went for fundraiser
The violence prevails then after
Before it flooded with a messed up update on forecast
They call it the number one station
The state- runs radio station
Not any good compared to a gas station
The new I hear is all about pain
Over again over again and over again
the roads to peace are closed, and the traffic's on the war paths, 
The only thing said good is the president
The rest is all darkness that is presented
We need bail from the IMF, floods are killing
The riots are killing the hunger is killing
And this goes all over again, day in day out…


This must be, a radio station 
And who are we, we must be 
the listeners to the junk, spinning all day long 
and over again, and over again, and over again,
Sounds to me like, 
State run radio


You're now tuned into hours of false,
The songs played are the ones you heard the past hour 
Frequency of fear, keep you locked right here, 
You forced to just think inside the box.
The songs you heard never change limited to that
The talk shows never help,  they all talk of shit
Girls having abortions, and preach sex all day
And hope you never leave this, never be a leader, 
When have sense, the silence you
The shut the mic on you
Then we back to the president
His visits, the fun that he makes and present
The traffic is getting worse, brother died in his car
An accident on the highway, a tanker falls off
And this goes on and on, all over again
Then shit I remember this is a state run radio
So there is no hope that comes our way from it
The presenters focus on what kills us


This must be, a radio station 
And who are we, we must be 
the listeners to the junk, spinning all day long 
and over again, and over again, and over again,
Sounds to me like, 
State run radio


shit is just the same, nothing changed
I have grown my son, listens to the same
I wonder if there would be any change from the same
I did my music; it was never played on the radio
Maybe because it was not so misleading
Coz all they play in the stations is misguiding
They may have plugged off the MIC on me
But they can never kill the skill in me
It burns like wild fire; it’s like an oven door in me
I blaze still like a furnace, can never die in me
They will interrupt the broadcast
And talk about the forecast
Before you know it, something bad is in the forecast
Either it’s the rains for fall cause some floods
Or the heat to burn and dry up the land
They never give a chance to the positive to play
And the next thing is the president and his visits
Over again and over again, I got to wake up from this…

Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Kisumu City




KC!!!!
I place I call home and the truth I hold,
There's nothing you can’t do,
Now you're in KC!!!
These streets will make you feel brand new,
the lights will inspire you,
Let's hear it for New KC! KC! KC!


we’ve seen how its done
from the fishing in the lakes to music in clubs ,
Rest in peace DO, made us dance tunes
I can forget Okatch Biggie, sang about ass
made Donna a place to be, we miss you
this is where maji and gidi came from
they made record sales, it was all fun
Remember 4Gmafia clique
home of the hip hop,
I can’t forget home the city which made me,
for foreigners it’s the lake a wonderful view
Even the queen herself loved the place
100 years and going KC is a place to be,
so calm nothing to worry about  in KC
From the best in sports like Oliech
IDs with the City, I am not flossing but a fact
Millimani the hood of the rich and great
Some long dark skinned women
Just love I cant say all in this
Monumental City, I call it
This is Kisumu City where I’m from.


[KC!!!!
I place I call home and the truth I hold,
There's nothing you can’t do,
Now you're in KC!!!
These streets will make you feel brand new,
the lights will inspire you,
Let's hear it for New KC! KC! KC!

Welcome to the land of the sun…


shines so bright its blinding,
girls need blinders and hats
so they can step out show you what they got
The brilliance in the city is bright as well
sit by the lake shores in Dunga watch the sun set
scenery of the lovely city we got
caught up in the in crowd,
now you're in-style,
and it gets hot you’d want to chill in a bikini sute,
the city of Guinness kubwa and make cold
good girls gone bad, the city's filled with them,
just got to watch your back for these girls
Hail Mary to the city you’re a Virgin,
got so much potential to be better by the day
came here for school, graduated to the high life,
the city built champions and heroes
the city never sleeps this is where I’m from

KC!!!!
I place I call home and the truth I hold,
There's nothing you can’t do,
Now you're in KC!!!
These streets will make you feel brand new,
the lights will inspire you,
Let's hear it for New KC! KC! KC!

Friday, October 12, 2012

the journey....


How we were raised we are pushed to believe in things we don’t know.
We wonder as kids relying on our parents to know
Before we get a grip of being around them, we taken to school so we know
I realized there is little in school that helps us know
Besides help us to read and write the rest is up to us to know
I was born in the city way before it grew bigger like it is
Before I knew it I was in Kcity, where I now call my home
I have see struggles back then in nyawitta, but it was still home
Feeding on a meal per day, watch mum comforting us to feel at home
They say there is a light at the end of the tunnel
You ask yourself why is it so long in this tunnel
Life was so narrow like the end of a funnel
I have lived each day hoping for things as much as the top of the funnel
Shit! I have see life struggles and I just want heaven for me
And I am not stopping at that, coz I don’t want my son to feel the same
I wake up from the slumber, coz sleep is the cousin of death
I am made to believe so, I’ll rest with my one eye up
I know this is destined for greatness and more greatness
I feel like the candle in the wind and I got to keep awake
Let the light up burning and keep my spirit awake
I know I am sinner from birth, but I kneel my knees to the Lord
And I know he hears me, he is the foundation of greatness
I will hold on him, even if it is by the hem of his cloth.
God watch my soul……

Monday, September 10, 2012

The good die young


They say the good die young,
That's why I think that you should have fun when you’re young
Cos time won't wait for no one that’s what you always said
When God calls, you gotta go home yes he did
It was hard but he wanted you more than we did
They say the good die young, you were great and died young
no one loves to see his hommie just gone
Regardless of where or how it happened as long as its gone
I have never been scared of phone calls in the night
My fear conformed 2 years ago and my hommie was fallen
You my boy my, friend a solider of the same struggle
Time has flow yet I am still filled with tear in my eye.
Got a flash back and for real it was pain.
I was back from my travel was hoping I would find time
And chill wid you, messed up my hommie is gone
I have to toil face each day know you no more.
I looked for someone to blame, I got none
Then I was reminded the good die young
I am to do a tattoo on my arm in memory of a lost one
They say for every death a child is born
The child who took after you is a lucky child
So much has taken place, and I just don’t know how to fill you
Coz it can take a whole life time to tell you this.
Just know it we always mention you in all we do
I had never lost a friend so close I feel empty
Like a solider with an empty round in a battle
You were my solider, kept me safe and watched my back
We fought the same fights and share moments in life
Today its two years ever since you went, I miss you
I will pour liquor, poke my chest and hold a moment of silence

I miss you Nick. R.I. P bro.  


Thursday, August 30, 2012

never change....


I woke up out of a dream back in 2001
just about when guys were crazy about 2001
couple years later my mix tape album was done
made merry, did songs with Mitch I and Doc in one
Thanks to Alkay for the introductions in - this one
first track we did it and for sure it was done
Held the mic so firm in my hands not to be gone
I feel like Paul Pattni after the gold trial was done
Chukua Records on the beat and Praise G.O.D was done
I watched the death of a dynasty, 4G mafia now is done
Working with Tommy of chukua was a dream
I had visions of making a classic, then my world turned black
Like I was in a dark room with shades on my eyes
After Praise G.O.D I changed focus, and content of music
I got to learn how to sample a beat and make a hit
The value lessons I picked from Kizzy were just a hit
On the mic with DOC and MI did maisha and it was a hit
Darkness fell now I had to go solo and still make hit
it kinda felt right inside me, like Kanye West
Coming back from his fatal accident to beat-making and rapping
I was seen like the future coz I had grown much about rapping
This future never was, I sit in an office, pretend to be busy
I bump my head to the beat and wishing I was on stage
my stage days could be done but I’ll sit and compose a beat
Record a hit, draw punchlines coz I am anointed
I learnt from the best, OGB being one of my references
I said it before I still do rhymes on any level and will never change
Music is me and it lives and stays in me and that will never change!!

Tuesday, August 21, 2012

shine on...


I look up I see the blue sky, its way up high
We say our prayers looking at sky high
Coz we know heaven is way sky high.
I remember how sick I feel with smoke rising high
My eyes are clouded and I feel rather high
I haven’t been smoking or doing anything to make me this high
But it’s the trouble we face got to my head making me this sick
I feel like maybe education was not key to good but just sick
Locked in a sick world with few alternatives, men its just sick
It’s a Tuesday and I feel wasted, how can this be for real?
I got questions no one is even here to answer shit is real
The life I have lived is huge a may make some serious real
A movie in a making we looking for a producer to work the real
A star was born back in September 29th never had a chance to shine
I still buffing and cleaning working no the glow so as to shine
I am not shop closed still open, facing each day to get the shine on
When I glow, I will lite the city and ensure its bright on
So I will look up and give God thanks for the life and the chance on
I will not waste it but to work and have my shine on
As I walk in the dark valley in this life I live, I will keep on and have my shine on.

Monday, August 13, 2012

from my mind.....


Straight from my mind, it’s like bottle drowned in my head now
My best friend my nigga for a while has been dead now
I think I have said all I said but what I left I will say now
I should have said it then, but now I say it to the clouds
Hoping you are listening, I am walking around right with my head down
At some point my day feels grey even if the suns out
I live just like you said it each day at a time so let’s pray
I get high always and I see you, I miss you
I keep my ten fingers together to bring shit together
On my knees I thank God for the greatness and for life
It may be cold but I try not to feel the cold within 
I feel like my world is getting dark by the day.
I need some light to shine right in my path each day
At this rate I am fading to black and I don’t want to go
Black is never a color of hope but a color of doom
Lord I don’t want to keep talking to the clouds
Bowing my head down wondering why is this world cold
I wish I’d have some answers to the life questions I have....

Monday, August 6, 2012

Have Mercy....


I'm trying to climb the stairways to heaven like peter pan
Find that polished treasure like the pirates in peter pan
Am told whatever you do will be shown on what you earn
I do my shit good so my son see heaven on Earth
But the stress I go thru’ to do it, is so heavy it hurts
I know I have clear and will for good intentions its worth
In a verse I will speak my heart and my intentions
So pure they are and clear they are my intentions
Like a preacher I will speak clear like in church
Know there's a lesson that I'm teaching If you seeking my verse
Like walking thru’ the valley of shadow of death
Done wrong I know to climb up in places
It’s not the best but its human nature for this us
My desire is to stick to what makes sense to me
By all means necessary, just to be legendary
I am armed by all means with my weapons
Ready to defend and I know I long the way I will hurt
I am not pure but I don’t intend to hurt anyone in this.

Please have mercy on me
Oh Lord, please have mercy on me


Pressure bust pipes, pressure can also make a diamond
Pressure can kill a man fighting with his mind desires
I lost my best friend just like that pressure building
Its like he self destructed way before his time
Battled with the sense that he was there no more
I remembered I had no control over it, God did
And he took him away, I got bitter coz I am a man
And I hurt and burn while in pain, just a man.
Since then I walk with fear in me wondering what life has been
Lord have mercy on me, make me whole again
I feel like my cup is empty and needs to be filled
I have bust people bubbles and please give me a chance
Watch over my poor soul coz I have failed over again
stepped on toes to move units, not fair
I burn with hate and I feel the worlds against me
My emotions take over and keeps away my goodness
Life’s hard and its tossing me over.
I feel like without you I can’t be nor make it
Just like David you watched over him and gave him good
In his lowest moments you still made him look great
I know it you love and care for so..

Please have mercy on me
Oh Lord, please have mercy on me....

Monday, July 2, 2012

how i feel....


I could hold out my arms, say "I love you this much"
I could tell you how long I will long for your touch
Of friendship that will live that much
How much and how far would I go to prove
the depth and the breadth of how I feel for you?
I can’t measure how far it can match
But I know it’s more than from here to the moon and back


Wider than the open sky up above us
It’s a great feeling what you bring to me
My heart throbs with so much joy and love.
I want you to know you can always depend
On promises made and love without end
No need to wonder how faithful I'll be
Now and on into eternity
Coz my love is more than from here to the moon and back.

Tuesday, May 29, 2012

Let it go Emigee and Ms. Dynamite


My 100th Post and moving on!!!

My heart just won’t stop burning
But I gotta let it go
Fighting these feelings but they keep returning
I just gotta let it go, and
Mind, body and soul is yearning
I gotta let it go, let it go
Let it go, let it go now...

I know we are human and we are bond to attract
We can’t walk and call it a day and we attract
I feel you gal coz I really feel we got to let it go
You fine, amazing and nice but I got to let go
You got all that it takes and can be number one
Why settle for number two after the other one
Trust me, you are sweet and you can fit in
Not to me but some else you will fit right in
I see for sure it’s up and burning you within
Just keep calm and make the best this
You my friend and I don’t want to mess this
The moment we kiss, we will want more
It’s a dark road it feels like food and want more
I got to run and keep away from thinking more
Thanks for having me as friend and don’t think of more
I know your heart will keep on burning but let it go…

My heart just won’t stop burning
But I gotta let it go
Fighting these feelings but they keep returning
I just gotta let it go, and
Mind, body and soul is yearning
I gotta let it go, let it go
Let it go, let it go now...

We got to make this easy, the good friends way
Things can’t just be left across the way
Cupid played tricks on you and gave you away
I belong to someone else and that’s just the way
We hook up; it will for sure head nowhere
Trust me; I care about the woman who keeps me
I know i hold goodness but someone already keeps me
Nothing I can do can ever change me
The position I am is fixed just for me
You are a great person and will never be for me
You deserve better and can be number one
Not for me, to someone else be number one
We’ve known each other for a while now
And let’s not mess it up with feelings now
Imagine the goodness of being friends, wow!
Just let it go, let go…

My heart just won’t stop burning
But I gotta let it go
Fighting these feelings but they keep returning
I just gotta let it go, and
Mind, body and soul is yearning
I gotta let it go, let it go
Let it go, let it go now...

He takes my breathe away
And he knocks me off my feet
Got my heart skipping beats
But I gotta let it go now
He makes me oh so shy
Blushing every time that i caught his eye
I love the way he makes me smile
But I gotta let it go now

My heart just won’t stop burning
But I gotta let it go
Fighting these feelings but they keep returning
I just gotta let it go, and
Mind, body and soul is yearning
I gotta let it go, let it go
Let it go, let it go now...

Friday, May 25, 2012

keep the spirit


Soon as I, pick up my pen, I begin my flow,
Damn I feel more like great Nile river flow,
I am making this place all wet outa my flow
I close my eyes then write rhymes let it flow
I was once in a mission to keep CDs flow
Well, I am still here trying to fill net
I do my crime with baking soda, with no stench
Pull out ideas in the form of rhyme
I said before this was rhyme and reason, no question
I am in a 254 state of mind, you dig!
Just because I rock, don’t mean I’m made of stone
Sometime I wish the day had 40 hours on it
I’d still be young and hustling, not worrying
We say age is a number, but for real its checking in
I can run around as I used to, things have changed
one thing I know I got wiser and better like kept wine.
Yeah I am father and for sure I love that,
My son’s grown almost telling how ghetto he is
I will remind him how I was ghetto and raised him not to be
I don’t ever want to MIA to him, be there and have fun
For sure he was transmitted and in him I find true revelation
Thank God for that…….