Have Mercy....

I'm trying to climb the stairways to heaven like peter pan
Find that polished treasure like the pirates in peter pan

Am told whatever you do will be shown on what you earn
I do my shit good so my son see heaven on Earth
But the stress I go thru’ to do it, is so heavy it hurts
I know I have clear and will for good intentions its worth

In a verse I will speak my heart and my intentions

So pure they are and clear they are my intentions

Like a preacher I will speak clear like in church
Know there's a lesson that I'm teaching If you seeking my verse

Like walking thru’ the valley of shadow of death

Done wrong I know to climb up in places

It’s not the best but its human nature for this us

My desire is to stick to what makes sense to me

By all means necessary, just to be legendary

I am armed by all means with my weapons

Ready to defend and I know I long the way I will hurt

I am not pure but I don’t intend to hurt anyone in this.

Please have mercy on me
Oh Lord, please have mercy on me

Pressure bust pipes, pressure can also make a diamond
Pressure can kill a man fighting with his mind desires

I lost my best friend just like that pressure building

Its like he self destructed way before his time

Battled with the sense that he was there no more

I remembered I had no control over it, God did

And he took him away, I got bitter coz I am a man

And I hurt and burn while in pain, just a man.

Since then I walk with fear in me wondering what life has been

Lord have mercy on me, make me whole again

I feel like my cup is empty and needs to be filled

I have bust people bubbles and please give me a chance

Watch over my poor soul coz I have failed over again
stepped on toes to move units, not fair

I burn with hate and I feel the worlds against me

My emotions take over and keeps away my goodness

Life’s hard and its tossing me over.

I feel like without you I can’t be nor make it

Just like David you watched over him and gave him good

In his lowest moments you still made him look great

I know it you love and care for so..

Please have mercy on me
Oh Lord, please have mercy on me....