from my mind.....

Straight from my mind, it’s like bottle drowned in my head now

My best friend my nigga for a while has been dead now

I think I have said all I said but what I left I will say now

I should have said it then, but now I say it to the clouds

Hoping you are listening, I am walking around right with my head down

At some point my day feels grey even if the suns out

I live just like you said it each day at a time so let’s pray

I get high always and I see you, I miss you

I keep my ten fingers together to bring shit together

On my knees I thank God for the greatness and for life

It may be cold but I try not to feel the cold within 

I feel like my world is getting dark by the day.

I need some light to shine right in my path each day

At this rate I am fading to black and I don’t want to go

Black is never a color of hope but a color of doom

Lord I don’t want to keep talking to the clouds

Bowing my head down wondering why is this world cold

I wish I’d have some answers to the life questions I have....

Have Mercy....

I'm trying to climb the stairways to heaven like peter pan
Find that polished treasure like the pirates in peter pan

Am told whatever you do will be shown on what you earn
I do my shit good so my son see heaven on Earth
But the stress I go thru’ to do it, is so heavy it hurts
I know I have clear and will for good intentions its worth

In a verse I will speak my heart and my intentions

So pure they are and clear they are my intentions

Like a preacher I will speak clear like in church
Know there's a lesson that I'm teaching If you seeking my verse

Like walking thru’ the valley of shadow of death

Done wrong I know to climb up in places

It’s not the best but its human nature for this us

My desire is to stick to what makes sense to me

By all means necessary, just to be legendary

I am armed by all means with my weapons

Ready to defend and I know I long the way I will hurt

I am not pure but I don’t intend to hurt anyone in this.

Please have mercy on me
Oh Lord, please have mercy on me

Pressure bust pipes, pressure can also make a diamond
Pressure can kill a man fighting with his mind desires

I lost my best friend just like that pressure building

Its like he self destructed way before his time

Battled with the sense that he was there no more

I remembered I had no control over it, God did

And he took him away, I got bitter coz I am a man

And I hurt and burn while in pain, just a man.

Since then I walk with fear in me wondering what life has been

Lord have mercy on me, make me whole again

I feel like my cup is empty and needs to be filled

I have bust people bubbles and please give me a chance

Watch over my poor soul coz I have failed over again
stepped on toes to move units, not fair

I burn with hate and I feel the worlds against me

My emotions take over and keeps away my goodness

Life’s hard and its tossing me over.

I feel like without you I can’t be nor make it

Just like David you watched over him and gave him good

In his lowest moments you still made him look great

I know it you love and care for so..

Please have mercy on me
Oh Lord, please have mercy on me....

how i feel....

I could hold out my arms, say "I love you this much"
I could tell you how long I will long for your touch

Of friendship that will live that much
How much and how far would I go to prove
the depth and the breadth of how I feel for you?

I can’t measure how far it can match

But I know it’s more than from here to the moon and back

Wider than the open sky up above us

It’s a great feeling what you bring to me

My heart throbs with so much joy and love.

I want you to know you can always depend
On promises made and love without end
No need to wonder how faithful I'll be
Now and on into eternity

Coz my love is more than from here to the moon and back.

Let it go Emigee and Ms. Dynamite

My 100th Post and moving on!!!

My heart just won’t stop burning
But I gotta let it go
Fighting these feelings but they keep returning
I just gotta let it go, and
Mind, body and soul is yearning
I gotta let it go, let it go
Let it go, let it go now...

I know we are human and we are bond to attract

We can’t walk and call it a day and we attract

I feel you gal coz I really feel we got to let it go

You fine, amazing and nice but I got to let go

You got all that it takes and can be number one

Why settle for number two after the other one

Trust me, you are sweet and you can fit in

Not to me but some else you will fit right in

I see for sure it’s up and burning you within

Just keep calm and make the best this

You my friend and I don’t want to mess this

The moment we kiss, we will want more

It’s a dark road it feels like food and want more

I got to run and keep away from thinking more

Thanks for having me as friend and don’t think of more

I know your heart will keep on burning but let it go…

My heart just won’t stop burning
But I gotta let it go
Fighting these feelings but they keep returning
I just gotta let it go, and
Mind, body and soul is yearning
I gotta let it go, let it go
Let it go, let it go now...

We got to make this easy, the good friends way

Things can’t just be left across the way

Cupid played tricks on you and gave you away

I belong to someone else and that’s just the way

We hook up; it will for sure head nowhere

Trust me; I care about the woman who keeps me

I know i hold goodness but someone already keeps me

Nothing I can do can ever change me

The position I am is fixed just for me

You are a great person and will never be for me

You deserve better and can be number one

Not for me, to someone else be number one

We’ve known each other for a while now

And let’s not mess it up with feelings now

Imagine the goodness of being friends, wow!

Just let it go, let go…

My heart just won’t stop burning
But I gotta let it go
Fighting these feelings but they keep returning
I just gotta let it go, and
Mind, body and soul is yearning
I gotta let it go, let it go
Let it go, let it go now...

He takes my breathe away
And he knocks me off my feet
Got my heart skipping beats
But I gotta let it go now
He makes me oh so shy
Blushing every time that i caught his eye
I love the way he makes me smile
But I gotta let it go now

My heart just won’t stop burning
But I gotta let it go
Fighting these feelings but they keep returning
I just gotta let it go, and
Mind, body and soul is yearning
I gotta let it go, let it go
Let it go, let it go now...

keep the spirit

Soon as I, pick up my pen, I begin my flow,

Damn I feel more like great Nile river flow,

I am making this place all wet outa my flow
I close my eyes then write rhymes let it flow

I was once in a mission to keep CDs flow

Well, I am still here trying to fill net
I do my crime with baking soda, with no stench
Pull out ideas in the form of rhyme

I said before this was rhyme and reason, no question

I am in a 254 state of mind, you dig!

Just because I rock, don’t mean I’m made of stone

Sometime I wish the day had 40 hours on it

I’d still be young and hustling, not worrying

We say age is a number, but for real its checking in

I can run around as I used to, things have changed
one thing I know I got wiser and better like kept wine.

Yeah I am father and for sure I love that,

My son’s grown almost telling how ghetto he is

I will remind him how I was ghetto and raised him not to be

I don’t ever want to MIA to him, be there and have fun

For sure he was transmitted and in him I find true revelation

Thank God for that…….

this day!

I wish today it will shine all day
Maybe that will keep the cold go away
Trying to keep this cold go further away
I look up and I know God is here all day
blessed my life and I feel I am an angel away.
my sweet family I get the many times a day
it doesn’t matter who says what I am good as hay
I make my son’s better each and every day
Me, me, me make life better in every way
My wife will confess of this even thru the month of May
this is my family and I cant get enough words to say
A see the world of messed up stuff but I got to stay
I know I am a winner by making and comes without a say
I will fly up and let the whole world of the goodness
I will thrive and be on the top of the world’s goodness

I am here to win and make it good each day!

I am…..

I am poet coz I chose to be one,

I may not be riding on charts being number one,

 But in my small world I stand at number one,

I stand above the best and come second to none,

I am more like the wind when you need it to sail,

 I am more than what a bitch puts on her face as veil,

You wonder why they cover themselves just proof that it’s a bad thing.

 I take over more than the mapinduzi 82’,

 I picture myself will one day be rolling with them 22’.

I live like a legend coz in my world I make it big like the 82’s;

 I will kick freestyles and even sell them to any bitch nigga who feel like some.

 I pimp rhymes and not bitches coz rhymes don’t fail a nigga any day.

 You pick lines and drop them like manner from heaven.

 I am more like a cloud giving rain but mine is not water,

But rhymes which flow like water from the Nile,

 I give life just like the same way like the Nile.

 I am source of wisdom and knowledge you can trust that each day.

 I blaze hot like a furnace coz that is who I am and…  

I know it does make feel good to set some beat a blaze.

home is home

people say home is where are and you make it homley
to me home is where you were born and raised
you identify better with where you from
i was born in the city where life's so fast
raised in the city where nothing seems to be fast
then went back to the big city and made it first
nothing can compare with the feeling i get at home
came here thinking it would be home but how wrong was I
i cant trade the feeling of being home over anything
i have come to appreciate where am from
the city where people never sleep but work all day
it explains why our economy is on the rise
we have raised dead firms placed them on a level and life's nice
i feel more like the way Game taked of where his from
i am blessed to be part of the RGB and white
and i will always ID myself with that any day
i for sure miss home and cant wait to be there again for keeps